Why Being Single Doesn't Suck

I used to always have this fear of being single and not having anyone to talk to.  Three years ago I was in a very dark place.  I looked to guys to validate my self worth and I always went to sleep feeling broken.  Even though Christ confirmed my worth when He died for me.  

I guess I never thought that He could love me still. I never knew He was weeping over me and the path I had chosen.

I've been single for almost three years and I can honestly say it has been the best three years of my life.  I've gone on mission trips, learned more about myself, what I want in a man, what I don't want, and I learned just how great I can be without depending on someone else.  

I'm about to head off for Haiti in 8 weeks (gah!) and all I can think about is how God used all of this pain from my past for His good.

I always think what would've happened if I remained in that state of mind and how I would have missed out on all these incredible opportunities God has sent me.

It's so amazing how God had my purpose for me all along, even when I was so filthy. 

From Where I Stand

I have noticed that when life gets tough prayer and worship is the furthest from my mind.
I have a "I can handle this on my own mentality."

I'm beginning to learn that I cannot keep shutting God out and try to fix things myself.
Because God is the Healer, he is my Healer.
He fixed me years ago when I was crying on the floor at my first youth camp,
and he continues to work on me each day.

I have seen His grace move mountains in people around me,
and I have felt His presence hold me close when I need it.

I firmly believe that the love of God is the most precious thing we can experience.

"Let us become more aware of your presence, let us experience the glory of your goodness."