I was let go from my job today and all my plans I had were put to rest.
I have a habit of shutting God out and taking charge.
I think of it like I want to be a co captain with God.
When in reality, He's the head coach and I'm the ball.
I'm always rushing and making things fit in a box when God really has a kingdom set out for me.
It just takes time.
And a lot of patience.
I always think I'm good at submitting but today I learned I'm not.
My conversations with God today have been:
"But God, I was gonna move out. "
"So, what's your point?"
"But God, I was gonna travel."
"Ok, you still can."
I think for me to learn and begin to grasp that God likes to be in control, I needed this to happen.
I was getting to comfortable running the show.
I was praying for God to open and close doors and on January 2nd, He did.
It's not the end of world and it certainly doesn't take away from my greatness.
"So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you."
1 Peter 5:6-7
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